Saying Thank you To Problems

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for today I feel sad and it reminds of how the other half live. Most days they feel like this, no wonder they’re tired. I’m tired and it’s only 10am.

So I fell down after being on my cloud for 19 days but just like every other time I will get back up. Only now I know that I never start again because each time I am wiser and I am stronger. Everyday in everyway I am get stronger.

Every morning I say thank you, thank you, thank you and think about what I am grateful for, I think about how much love is in my life and how much I appreciate everything and everyone in my life. It’s one thing to think it but when you feel it, you feel alive.

Stuff happens, if we didn’t have any problems we would be dead. That’s the only time “stuff” doesn’t happen but it’s only a drama if we make into one. That’s the difference.

20 years ago I had problems, massive problems. The problem was I didn’t know if I was going to be beaten or if I was safe for another day. The problem was the anger, the violence that was fuelled by drugs because we was trying to escape and that was a problem. It was a drama.

Things change and there is a moment when you are at a crossroad, you can change your life in a split second. That decision you make happens in a second but how long it takes you to get to that moment, that crossroad and the split second decision is up to us (it can be decades, a lifetime). We make a choice, I chose to walk out the door and never go back. It took me a long time to get to that moment but I got there and it happened in a split second, it was different from all the other times. This time I felt it, with every inch of my being I knew and I vowed to myself it would never happen again.

I took time and let myself be, and I grew and I grew and I continue to grow. Everyday in everyway I grow.

I still have problems but now I have better problems and I know that my problems aren’t a personal attack on me. It has nothing to do with me; it’s just that things happen.

Today I say thank you, thank you, thank you because I have a problem and it means I am alive. It’s a good problem to have because I am working on something that is out of this world. Today I say thank you, thank you, thank you because I feel a little pressure and it reminds me of the importance of always looking within, trusting that there is always a message that we need to hear….we need to feel.

Everything comes to us in the perfect time and space sequence.

Today I say thank you, thank you, thank you for taking the time to hear me.